Day 1
Today was a pretty uneventful day. While the experiment was on my mind for much of the day, it was hard to keep one-pointedness of mind through tasks that required my full attention, such as having a conversation on the phone or answering email.
With that said, I'd like to make more alterations to my lifestyle. I am going to start meditating again, starting with one hour a day and perhaps gradually moving up.
From an observational perspective, I woke up in a grouchy mood. I felt a combination of being behind and also second-guessing myself for creating this blog, which may be misunderstood. Things turned around after having a long conversation with a friend. It is interesting that one can be in a bad mood, but when you're thrust into a social situation it can immediately disappear. For example, my mom and I would often get in big arguments as she was driving me to school. Sometimes, I'd be to the point of crying. However, as soon as I got into the school, any remnants of sadness were gone.
This leads me to think that any mood could be easily let go with the right mind programming.
Posted at October 24, 2005 12:36 AM
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